I want to say at the outset that it isn’t John Piper’s fault that I tried to preach like him. It isn’t Mark Dever’s fault that I tried to establish nine marks at the cost of getting to know my people. It isn’t John MacArthur’s fault that I tried to ignore all planning because “all I really need to do is to preach the gospel.” It isn’t Mark Driscoll’s fault that I preached angry for a long time. The fault was mine. The desire to be liked and adored was mine. God’s grace to me is overwhelming in this journey of ministry and I want to take this moment to direct your attention to 1 Corinthians 1 and one of the passages through which God has demonstrated greater grace towards me.
 For Christ did not send me to baptize but to preach the gospel, and not with words of eloquent wisdom, lest the cross of Christ be emptied of its power.  For the word of the cross is folly to those who are perishing, but to us who are being saved it is the power of God.  For it is written, “I will destroy the wisdom of the wise, and the discernment of the discerning I will thwart.”  Where is the one who is wise? Where is the scribe? Where is the debater of this age? Has not God made foolish the wisdom of the world?  For since, in the wisdom of God, the world did not know God through wisdom, it pleased God through the folly of what we preach to save those who believe.
 For Jews demand signs and Greeks seek wisdom,  but we preach Christ crucified, a stumbling block to Jews and folly to Gentiles,  but to those who are called, both Jews and Greeks, Christ the power of God and the wisdom of God.  For the foolishness of God is wiser than men, and the weakness of God is stronger than men.
 For consider your calling, brothers: not many of you were wise according to worldly standards, not many were powerful, not many were of noble birth.  But God chose what is foolish in the world to shame the wise; God chose what is weak in the world to shame the strong;  God chose what is low and despised in the world, even things that are not, to bring to nothing things that are,  so that no human being might boast in the presence of God.  And because of him you are in Christ Jesus, who became to us wisdom from God, righteousness and sanctification and redemption,  so that, as it is written, “Let the one who boasts, boast in the Lord.”
[2:1] And I, when I came to you, brothers, did not come proclaiming to you the testimony of God with lofty speech or wisdom.  For I decided to know nothing among you except Jesus Christ and him crucified.  And I was with you in weakness and in fear and much trembling,  and my speech and my message were not in plausible words of wisdom, but in demonstration of the Spirit and of power,  so that your faith might not rest in the wisdom of men but in the power of God. (1 Corinthians 1:17-2:5 ESV)
Paul has just made an argument for the church at Corinth to unite around the gospel and right doctrine in the midst of conflict. The church is torn in many different directions, especially when it came to their attachment to strong leadership.
Some were Paul groupies, some were Apollos groupies, some were fans of the Apostle Peter, others were holier than thou people who trumped all other allegiances by saying, “I follow Christ.” The attachment to strong leadership and the rockstar groupie is nothing new. Paul dealt with this in Corinth. Corinth was a town famous for it’s rockstars. They had the best orators in the Near East. People would follow public orators around and pay to hear them.
Paul explains that he was never sent to be a rockstar, nor was his intention to establish a following. The gospel needs no help from us. “For Christ did not send me to baptize but to preach the gospel, and not with words of eloquent wisdom, lest the cross of Christ be emptied of its power” (1 Corinthians 1:17 ESV).